Awaiting eagerly for new arrival

With exactly one month to go, I am bombarded with all kind of feelings.  Happy, nervous, scared and what not.  On one hand I am eagerly waiting for the new bundle of joy and on the other hand I am scared about how will the whole labor process be, how will I handle it.  I sometimes feel, that time has elapsed too quickly, sometimes it feels like I’m stuck at the same time forever.

But I do know the real challenge lies ahead.  After the kid is born.  Where each and every decision I take will affect my child.  I will make many mistakes, hopefully not the ones which have long lasting effect.  The decisions about when to hold on and when to let go, where to draw the line, how to address the traditions.  Day by day there will be more challenges, one not like the other.  I am not sure if I’ll be able to make right decisions.  Hopefully I will not do a lousy job either.